Thoughts of White

Search for me beyond the fog of my mind
Trying so desperately to keep you
From finding me
Alone

Surrounded by water
Breathing it in
But it does not drown me
Like the ocean that
I cannot find

Search for me beyond the shore of my mind
Trying to elude from the fact that
Finding me is so
Arduous

Surrounded by shadows
Cast from tall lies
But they do not cover me
Like the night
From the truth

Search for me beyond the home of my mind
Trying so hard to keep you out
From finding a truth
I can't admit to myself

Surrounded by light
That shines deep into the unwanted
Thoughts that seem to wander
Like the sounds
Of me surrendering