Twist the words into
Something
That represents this
Mess

I make it a daily
Chore
To understand the
Confusing

Stress this all into
Tunes
So I can hear the bent
Notes

I can't help those or
Myself
But I kill to make it
Comprehendible

Above all else I know
Parts
Won't make sense in the
End

I could
I should
Wait
But I'm done
Done
With all them

I would
I should
Look again
But you broke me
Broke
Everything I had

I should
I could
Forgive you
But you never call
Call
To show you care

I should
I would
Let you in
But we already know
Know
How that goes

Find me a
Good man
Please
Please
I'm desperate
In despair
Find me a
Good man

God
I'm alone
And I know
Why
But help
Me please
Find me a
Good man

I'm tired
Beaten
And unsure
Of everything
And everyone
Please
Just give me
A sign

Find me

It's not enough
No never
Ever
Can I be
All and more
I've just got
To give up
'Cause the sands
Pouring out
Through my veins
And time
Doesn't seem
To give a shit

But when did
Time ever
Give a damn?

It's more than
Simple problems
They keep telling
Me I'll get through
Something in
My head
Tells me
I'm sick
But it's nothing
Some pills can fix
They can fix me
Make me think
New again

But when did
That ever work
For the ones
Who drowned
On their own
Words?

It's probably
Something
I can't escape
I can't see
So I just lay
Here being
Being me
If it's too much
Then get out
'Cause I've had
Enough bull shit
From the world
From family
From friends
From myself

But I'm insane
So disregard
Everything
I've said