Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Waiting. Thats all thats been done. Since the day the sun shown, and opportunity rised. But no stand back and just look as it passes by. In the coner you wait, but there is nothing there. Nothing that satisfies the human soul. So wait, just awhile, for the time will come. When fear is no bully, and shy crawls away. Then you will strike, and they will all admire, never knowing what had been hidden. A crown of courage will sit on your head. Cheers will be heard all around the world. And to think that you are wasting your time reading this silly poem!

Heart Beats

A tightness arises to my chest. My breath is shortened, and my brain is now rotting because of the lack of oxygen to my brain. This may explain why no words come to mind. And why my mouth has now become dry. I could not for the life of me explain why this is. But everyone knows just exactly what I mean. That first time you feel so weak, in the knees to be exact. Your heart aches for answers that should be clear, but are fogged by allusions that seem to be lingering. Palms sweaty and heart pumping, blood soon rushing away from my limbs. It's all in the words that breath out from the trembling lips, the shaken words. Head spinning, I will soon need support for I feel as if my whole body is moving without instruction. Only wishing I could ride of this unstable situation. A fool is what I am, this sham won't last. The season will soon past, and a another arise. But for now my heart is beating to the rythm of song.
Well I am dissapointed the I didn't get it. It refering to the job that I applied for. I have volunteered there since my freshmen year. And what do I have to show for it, nothing!!! The one who beat me to it, a boy who does nothing but wander around, avoiding the work at all costs. I thought for sure I had this in the bag, but I guess I didn't. Well hopefully they will soon reconsider their terrible mistake, and hire me, before all chous break loose.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Well, embarrssing stories which one to chose. I really don't see them as embarrassing as others would, more along the lines of funny encounters, which I can tell people about. I really don't know if I want to post this story, but I'll take a chance. It was my freshmen year, and I was still very new to Chandler since I had only moved there in the beginning of the school year. I was walking to math, and as I stepped into the C building a girl, who was much taller than me and holding her finger in the air for reasons I don't know, walked right up to me and...and...and stuck her finger right up my NOSE! Well of course the girl was freaked out beyond belief. She stared at her finger and continuously said "EWW" louder and louder. I left soon after that, I didn't want to be late for my math class. I hope this story makes you laugh as much as it does to everyone else I tell it to. Or maybe it just grosses you out, which ever one it is.