I don't want to sound
depressing
but these are the
words that
I feel fit best
I don't wish for
anyone one to
feel sorry
I just want to
write
what I think

I rant and I rave
and nothing
changes
but in my eyes
my heart feel
lighter
and I feel freerer
Not every thought weighs
me down when
I rant and rave

I want every word
to mean something
I want every conversation
to be real
I want to feel fullfilled
and not ache this
way
I sound like I am selfish
and I don't know
any other way