My liking for weird things
Can get out of hand
But I want someone who understands
Me just the way I am
And love me no other way

Or maybe it is all my in my head
And that is why I can't go to bed
And when I do you're all I see
In my dreams
So how can I tell it's real?
maybe a clue
Or the truth.

Is it safe to say
You like me too
Or am I just dreaming
Up in my head?
If I'm not
Then please
Carry me away
Tell me your secrets
And I'll tell you mine
Is it safe to say
I want you to be mine?

And suddenly your face fades into another
I am not hung up on a dream
So long I've waited for another
To take your faded place
And I hope that I never fade from
Your memory

One snowflake
Two snowflake
Who can study with all these snowflakes
All I want to do is run around
Like I am five again
And let them fall
On my nose and eyelashes
One snowflake
Two snowflake
Won't you come outside
And play with me?

These thoughts in my head
They just started up
And where they came from
I have not a clue
But dreaming them up
Isn't half bad
And when you are in them
I never want to leave my bed

What can I say
I am human
And everything
I do stays inside me
So it is perfectly safe to say
That I know right from wrong
But I fall to such things that
Can pull you apart
And your one of them

So what have I learned
Not a thing
What do I think
Not a single thing
When I am feed so many things
How can I
Look in my eyes
And see all of the input
So how much output to I have
None
So much is given
And so little is taken from it

What I want the most
I don't know
And what I wish for
Doesn't exist
So is it safe to say
I feel like nothing is coming
Fast?

And suddenly I don't realize that I miss much
And when I return it feels like deja vu
If only I could remember this place
It seems so far and distant from my memory
I feel like I am forgetting a piece of me
That me moving on and learning new things
Hinders my experinces from this distant land
If only I could revisit whenever I felt lost

All I want is to scream
Maybe make a hole in the wall
And when it rains
I suddenly I calm down
Oh if this state weren't so dry
I would live a life
That was rinsed off by the storms
washing away my frustrations
and my obessions
If only I could call on the rain
whenever I wanted
At my convience

My brain feels fired
Stuck it in the microwave
Along with all my books
To bake the info into my cranium
Now I am having a serious overload
And if my head doesn't explode soon
I think I will crack it open myself
Maybe put some of the extra info
On a flash drive
I just hope my brain doesn't crash