It's ok
it's ok to feel
gone
blown away
from your world
'cause I couldn't stay
I couldn't deal
with your
moods
your life
that you
dumped
that you lied
about
don't look
at me
just stare
above my head
and I'll
do the same

Not even
a tear shed for
you
not a cry
for you
back
not a line
written
to bring you
back
not a thought
to remind
me of you
not a dream
of you and
me
and if I told you
these things
you know
exactly
that they are
lies

I wanted
much more than you
gave
and I needed
more than
you spared
and I deserve
more than
you left
and how dare
you push
and ignore
me

I am tired
of trying
and failing
to become something
I am not
to push
and push
others
away
because I am
afraid
of what
they think
if they knew
I was different
then what they see
and how do know
to trust
someone
with the
real you

It's coming
the dawn of
a new age
where people know
right from wrong
and dreams
appear in mid
air
when we show the true
colors
of ourselves
and when this dream
isn't a figment
of my own
imagination

I am empty
but I keep walking
I am lost
but I keep navigating
I am blind
but I still look
I am deaf
but I still
listen
you speak
and I comprehend
and what more can I do
when I can't firgure
what I am
doing here
why I am
ment to live
what's my mission
how can I
change one life
when no one
shares
their inner
thoughts
when we
are all
thinking the
same things
but are living different lives
how can it be
that we
are so secluded
in our own worlds
how can
we know
what we
are ment
to do?

Because I thought
that time
lasted forever
and that we all
got second chances
but time
slipped through
my hands
her hands
his hands
and there is nothing
to get it back
and time leaves
whether you are ready
or not
and it can't
wait because
others are waiting
are you ready
to go
and not look
back
at what was
what could have been
at what should have been
because if you do
your lost
your gone
and I can't
he can't
she can't
take you back

Can we
put the past
in the past
where it belongs
because no talking
not knowing
the thoughts that
run wild in
your head
drive me
insane
and I want
that comfrot
that you laid
the gift you
gave me
how I cherish
the smiles
you gave me
and the laughter
we shared
and all I want
is my friend
back

I can't believe
that I dreamed
and hoped
for the best
when the image
that reflected
in the murky water
left a stain
on the white soul
that floated
searching for more
I can't express
the fears the creep
in my mind
You left my
heart shattered
when I trusted
when I overlooked
the obvious
the denial
that I played
Can you save
the stain
that lays
on my heart

you have to look away
because it pains you to see
the truth
that shines
and how bright it is
you can't touch it
you can't bear to hear it
and yet it hurts
to know that it exists
inside of you a
inside of me