What does it mean
When you hold my
Hand

Under influences
You try to understand
But sleep is so near

What does it mean
When you can't sleep
Alone

Under covers
You hold out your hand
I'm right there

What does it mean
When my eyes are shut
Tight

I come over
For just the lonely
Night

What does it mean
When you call and I
Answer

I wish I knew
How to say no to it
All

Well
He's forgotten
He's forgotten
He's forgotten
Me

He said
He'd never
He'd never
He'd never
Stop talking

But
He's gone
He's gone
He's gone
Never calls

I thought
I'd cry
I'd cry
I'd cry
For love

Was it
Love
Love
Love
I felt

Or just
Your cock
Your cock
Your cock
That couldn't
Even hit the
Spot

And now I know
You've forgotten
You've forgotten
You've forgotten
Me

Spite
I write
You don't
Bite
That's alright

Check
Out broken
Glass
I broke
Through

Gotta go
To bed
Head before
You sleep
You love me

Fight
And take
It all out
On you
Don't get mad

Don't feel bad
I'm not letting
You in that easily
Not so quick
So step back

The saddest satisfaction
I call you when I know
You're no good for anyone
Don't know how to ween off

I don't hate you
I hate the things you do
The things you say
The things you don't mean
But say anyways

The saddest truth
I know about you
Is that you're not
Entirely bad
You're just too selfish
To stop what you do

I don't know you
I wish I did
I want to help you
But is it even worth it
Are you even willing
Or am I a waste like you?

The saddest night
Was laying next to you
Hearing you sigh and
Not being able to see your eyes
Knowing we both laid broken

I wish I could tell you things
I wish I wasn't so closed off
I wish you knew I don't love you
I wish you knew I use you to feel
If I even feel anything at all

The saddest thing
Is I don't think you care
It's OK I don't care either
And that's the saddest thing

Connie I copied you ahaha

what are you doing, at the moment? :
Trying to do homework but failing miserably

do you have sympathy for those who hurt you? :
Hmmmmmm yeah for the most part

are you a forgiving person? :
Yeah in time

what have you eaten today? :
FOOOD!!! Corn beef hash plus more

what time did you go to sleep last night? :
LOL 2

what are your plans for today? :
I don't know...Homework ahaha

when was the last time you cried? :
Hmmmm I good cry last month...it was unexpected of course

do you have any dirty little secrets?:
LOL yes shhhh ahahahaha

are you a bad person? :
I don't think so

who was the last person you talked to on the phone? :
Jon

if you could be with one person right now, who would it be?:
Hahahahahahah friends like Jon, Colleen, Connie, Kim, Elma of course

is there anything you should be doing right now?:
HOMEWORK

what are your plans for today? :
Not much

is there anyone that knows EVERYTHiNG about you?:
Yes for the most of it

what was the last movie you watched?:
Inglorious Bastards

is there anything you want to do today, but probably won't get to?:
Yeah

what's your favorite tv show? :
Oooooo at the moment idk

what time did you wake up this morning? :
Ehhhh around 10

how often do you check your myspace/facebook?:
Ughhhhh not much blahh

do you wear make-up? :
Once in a while

why are you taking this survey? :
I'm bored and avoiding homework

how many surveys will you take today? :
One

what's your most recent self-conflict? :
Probably my reocurring thoughts about drugs and some people

what do you want right now? :
Water

are you excited about anything?:
Super Bowl ahahaha

is anything bothering you at the moment? :
Ummmmm not really

is your room clean? :
Sort of ahaha

do you spend too much time at home? :
Nope ahaha

how are you today? :
I'm ok

does anyone get on your nerves?:
Marc, Biannca, Heather ahahaha idk annoying people ooo couples do too

what are you thinking about right this second? :
my arms hurt

what were you thinking about last night before you went to sleep? :
hmmmmmm I'm tired I want someone to sleep with ahahaha

who was the last person you called? :
Elma

what's the closest thing to you that's pink? :
My women genders study book...Ironic ahaha

when was the last time you were really mad? :
ooooo this week

what color shirt are you wearing?:
black and white

do you believe that in the end, everything will fall into place?:
Yes

what kind of hair spray do you use? :
Mmmmm I don't really use hair spray

what channel do you watch most on your tv? :
mmmmm abc family,vh1, mtv etc

do you trust all of your friends? :
If they are my friend then yes

who do you talk to everyday, no matter what? :
Friends and hmmmm I use to text some people everyday....bastard

what is your full name? :
Charissa Lauryn Gonzalez

what sports do you play? :
Soccer, basketball, baseball, football, etc (just for fun)

how many pictures do you have up in your room?:
one

where did you go the last time you left your house?:
Elma's

have you said anything mean to anyone today?:
Hmmmm no i don't think so

when was the last time you made fun of someone?:
Today ahahahahah

can you forgive and forget? :
Yeah...but its really hard

is there anyone that has the power to make you happy no matter what?:
Yeah always

would you rather be the one getting cheated on or the cheatie?:
Cheating is stupid why would I choose either?!

Idea
You're a
Pretty
Idea

Pretty
Oh so
Pretty

Why don't
You come over
Anymore?

Romance
Take a chance
Trust me though
It won't last

Lies
You're
Pretty
Lies

Pretty
Oh so
Pretty

I don't
Have to
Know anything

They start
Off small
But grow
Tall

Secrets
You're so
Pretty
Secrets

Pretty
Oh so
Pretty

We keep
Them from
Each other

What we hide
Can't be that
Bad, unless
It is

Pretty things
Such pretty
Things we do
To each other

Use me
Tease me
Fool me
Love me
Hurt me
Fake out

I do the same
The same
Pretty things

We
Were so
Pretty
We were
Pretty

Indecision
What's the matter
Why won't they listen

Child Child
Child Child
Grow up please
Grow up for me

Take a stance
Get the chance
Outside your comfort
You'll grow more
Don't you know
Oh child
Hear us

Child Child
Child Child
Don't fear
Don't fear the old

Bills to pay
Things to say
Say them
Forget the rules
When it comes to them

Why won't they
Listen
Why don't they
Understand

Child Child
Child Child
We look for your
Future plans

Trust us
Trust in me
Grow but
Not to big
And not to far
From me

Child Child
Child Child
Hold on
Hold on to me please

No solution
Nothings wrong
Let go

Rush rush
Dash dash
Down the aile
Put a ring
On and hear bells

What a beautiful
Day
Such a lovely
Day

Tell all the
Kids they can
Be just as happy
If they find the one
The one

Spend the rest of your
Life
In his arms
'Till you die
Happy ending
And then you die