Lifting from inside
I feel my heart rise
I know my own strength
So I let it lift me
From above it rains
And I know it's meant
To hold my head high
In the most weary times
It washes away my fears
As I come to terms
With the new me

In my bed
I lay awake
Hoping my
Eyes will go
To bed
My heart is
Aching
My head is
Pounding
I need to
Rest
I lay awake
In my bed

Heart

This heavy heart
I carry with me
It weighs me down
And I am hurting
I cannot seem
To find peace
I keep on feeling
Like there is no room
For my heart
Inside my small chest
I want to be where
I feel at home
I need to leave
Before things
Go wrong

Where I am at

My face holds it together with a smile
I know my choice and feel the fire
That comes to my eyes
I hope that this won't end badly
I've dreamt about it
Talked about it
Thought I coluld live my fantasy
But know I am here and I can't breath
I want familiarity
I want to feel at ease
My head keeps telling me to stay
But my heart is telling me to leave