Why are my days
Filling up with
Reminders of you

I am a woman
Who loves too much
And hates too soon

So why do I let you
Grab the best
And leave the worst
Take it
Or want nothing
At all

I stand before you
As a lover
A friend
A human
A girl
Who misunderstood

Believe me when I say
I don't regret a thing
I could have given you
Everything that was me
And still ended up
In this place
Of a forgotten face

Fell of the earth
When you let me
Out the door
Of that piece of
Crap you call a car

Fogive me if
My tone is bitter
And unsweented
Unlike the way I seemed
But you bestowed so much
And left me with nothing

Nothing of you
No hand of friendship
Just drunken calls
And acciedental misshaps
From your phone
I can't seem to forget
That number as much
As I've erased it

I try
But here in this
Place
Reminders of last
Summer seem like
Deja vu
Everything reminds me
Of you

Where's my time
Where's my brain
I know I shouldn't
Wallow or feel such
Despise against
You now
After all I knew
The rules of your
Game

Negotions spelt
Out so many times
Before
I try to take back
My self
But somehow
You linger in there

Why are my days
Filling up with
Reminders of you

I loved you
Much too soon
And can't hate
You fast enough
Can't hate you
For too long

Why are my days
Filling up with
Rmeinders of you

Burned you
To a T
But somehow
You pervailed
Insisting
You belong
Somewhere
In this life
You so easily
Erased

It's much too
Late to resolve
Anything
I've moved on
And so have you
Forgot I was
Alive
Felt like I fell
Off the face of
The earth with you
And now you come
Back as if laughter
And jokes can
Revive the friend
Before the loving
Pain

Please don't make
Me another
Used
Apolgies aside
I never said
Half the things
You made me feel
I know my mistakes
I know my worries
Sent you away
And I admit
I'm a troubled one
But friends are
Friends no matter
The time of day
Of the new loves
That come in
You wanted it
Know own up
To the gift
I give
And give back

Why are my days
Filling up with
Rmeinders of you
When you don't even
Want me in memories
Of yours
Bless me I'm a
Cursed woman
Who loves too much
And hates too soon

You know
when there's a face
you wish you could erase
but deja vu
won't let you?
And then
there are weeks
that go by
without words
said and
life seems to go on
'till they say hi.
Why's the why
so much bigger
when you
decide to drop by.
This place
is not the same
memories that replay
are missing something.
Erase.

Maybe then I can
Replace the mess
With some
Nice melodies
And tunes
That float
So clean and
Fresh
From my sticky
Reminders of
You that never
Cease to creep
Up on summer
Days
With breezes
To warm
To keep you cool
And chill
Like in winter
When you said my
Name so cooly
But as soon as
Ice melted
You forgot my
Name

I wish I could
Erase.
Deja vu teases
Me with thoughts
Of you.
Erase.

I'd rather
Be wrong
Than let you
Get a hold
Of me
Find my
Own answers
So that they
Are real
To me
Because
I can't
Understand
Your logic
It never
Made sense
As a child
I knew
I'd go farther
Forgive me
If I'm lazy
Because you
Never sent
Boundries
Or limits
You did the
Best
And now so
Am I