New lights
Underneath
Me
Illuminating
Me
I want to
Cry
I want to
Fall
Into something
Real
No more
Fluorescent
Lights shinning
In my eyes
Melting my
Brain to
The inside
Of my skull
Here I lay
Tied down
By the laws
Of the materialistic
Look this way
Talk in this voice
Keep your IQ down
And your breast up
My hair's not perfect
My body's thick & curvy
Sorry
But these bright lights
Won't change a thing
So get of my ass
And think about
Actually growing one

All talk
There's
Nothing
To do
Fucked
Up
And I
Still insist
That it's
Not a lie
Deep down
I know
I was right
About all
This shit
I put myself
Through hell
No one dragged
Me in
And I told
Myself it was
Worth it
That if I fought
I would get you
But I'm all
Talk
And you're all
Shit
And even as I
Say it
I know I'm
All talk

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
So why can't
I stop thinking
About you??!!
Why do I want
To see you??!!
How can you
Make me so
Crazy
Inside when
You haven't
Said anything
About what
We are?
We're friends
I tell myself
Over and over
We're friends
So stop calling
Stop it!!
I know you know
That I've got a thing
For you
So tell me
Just tell me
What you want
So that I can
Truly hate you!!!

It's all a game
I put in my
Bet
You raised
It high
And now I'm
All in
But I'm not easily
Fooled I know
Someone's
Going to lose
So what's it
Going to be
You still in?

Ground broken
I look for the road
I left so long ago
Hard hearts
Dried tears
It's hard to see
Where I'm going
Everything fell
Inbetween the
Cracks that spread
All over my life
Pictures whole
And suns coming
Down on me
Rain pours somewhere
Else but I can still
Smell it
Maybe it will
Be hard in the beginning
Maybe I have
To walk all over
To finally see
Where I need to go
Who I need to meet
Who I need to say
Goodbye to
And who I will
See again someday
Maybe this roads not
So broken
Not so new

Friends
I'm patient
In waiting for
A return
I thought
Falling
Could be so easy
Wouldn't hurt
If I knew I was
Ready
But it's a slow fall
Not a fast one
That I need to
Jump into
So I'm here
Learning
And giving a little
At a time
And hopefully
You notice
I'm not rushing
Anything at all
Cause if it could
Last longer than
I night
I'm willing to
Stay for that

Life is life
Already
Set in its
Ways
So trying
To change
It to yours
Will only make
You feel
Like life
Won't ever
Change
Try tweaking
Your vision
Maybe how
You try to
Make everything
Your way
Be firm
But don't
Live life
Expecting
Everyone
And everything
To be for you!!

It's about time
I make you mine
But shit oh shit
You haven't got
The time
Well fuck
Proper ways
I want you
Anyways

Dirty
Dirty
Dirty
Mind
I want
It now
I want
You
Baby
But you
Haven't
Even said
You like
Me
And I
Haven't
Said anything
Either
Maybe I
Will just
To hear
That you
Want me
Now too

What do
I want
What the
Hell do
I want!!!
I don't know
I think
I want him
But do I
I think
I want
Psych
But do I
I think
I want
This or
That
But do I
Shit
Just when
I think
I've got
It down
What the
Fuck
Do I want!!!

I can
Waste
My time
Here
Not making
A dime
I can
Waste
My time
Here
Thinking about
You
And never
Do anything
About it
I can
Waste
My time
Dreaming
Of becoming
Who I want
To be
I can
Waste
My time
Sitting
Writing
Ryhmes
I can
Waste
My time
I can
Use
My time
I can
I can