Concentration
Determination
Intoxication
And my minds
Expectations
Flooding the
Reality surrounding
Me

The sounds I wish
I heard
The words I wish
I knew
To form the things
That should condescend
The situation at hand
To make all other
Points moot

And this
My friend
Is the life
I lead
Because all else
Seems to flee
When approached
By me
In such a hurry
I make all else
Scurry

To slow it down
To make amends
To take as is
And not to wonder
To feel at ease
Not constricted
Or anything other
Than contentment
Just like others

Examination
Procrastination
Abominations
Of destructive thoughts
And realizations
That reality is
What you make it