Conscious
Well aware
Of what is
Around me
I feel lost
Already
I don't want
To sugar coat
It with sour
Fizz you hand
Me
Why does no one
Understand how
I feel
When I say no
It's cause I've thought
I remembered
Things I can't
I won't let go
I've been shaped
I've molded my
Mind to look
And see who I am
Without intoxication
I can't control
And I guess that's
What it's all about
Control