Intentional Distractions

I am a liar

Saying I try

Saying I want

To go here

And study this

Or that

Truth is

I am a liar

I want to stay underneath

Drowning waves

Of words I will never

Understand

And concepts

Too complex

'Cause they look so pretty

Hanging above my head

I want to sleep

Sound

I want to walk

With no fear

I want t hear

The sounds

I always miss

When you are talking

I want to tell everyone

I am a liar

And for them to

Just leave me alone

I want the truths they

Bore

To rip me apart

And leave me

In my created despair