Here so close
In the heavens
On earth
I am not deserving
I am hiding
I am fearing
The most amazing
Thing to shine
Near me

In a darkness
I cast upon
Myself
I know
That one day
Your light will
Run out
On me

Or maybe not
There is so much
I am waiting for
While I lay with you
And bask in your
Self made light
Artificial
But never hot
To the touch

Here so close
Are the answers
That I may not be
Ready for
Willing to see
Believe
Know
Want
But I want you
And so close
I will stay
Until you say
Go away