It was me
In that movie
Of a girl
Who lost her
Voice

I laid there
Tired
Being drawn
Out of a dream
Into a nightmare
So real

It was me
In that movie
Of a girl
Who fell apart
In bed

In a haze
My daze left
Me un-alert
He touched me
Sour & greasy
All I know
Is he was a walking
Bar
Toxins cuddling me
In the worst way

STOP
GO TO
SLEEP
IT'S JUST
A NIGHTMARE

You smiled
Because you thought
It'd soon be over

Just say no
Push him off

Just say no
Push him off

Just say no
Push him off

Just say no
Push him off

It's not your fault
That girl was you
That girl is you
It's not your fault

I laid there
Stupid
I wish I had
Screamed

'Cause when
I bit him
He thought
He was so good

I just wanted it
To be over
Laying there
Numbing everything
Inside of me
Pulling my clothes on
Like it was nothing

Then embracing him
I wanted him
To finish swallowing me
I wanted to disappear
Into him
After he took so much

This movie in
My head is playing
Over and over
In slow motion
The movies been made
And I once was that girl
But I know how it ends now
Her voice comes back