So you are. What you tell me, show her, and display for the show. So do show more. Acting as such with tight lips and loose ideas. You plead that you need to know and wish for more but shut up like clams when looked at truly in return. There is too much space between the 'you' that you shine light on and the 'you' that you hide away. Don't expect so much from the world if you're not willing to let it expect things from you. Thighter and tighter you pull on the vision you have of the world so that things seem stuck, seemless, and endless with no change in sight. A simple observation from a friend who somtimes feels like a project. No harsh words are intended in this but the moral of it all is an open door can lead to many more but behind all closed doors you'll never know.