Monday, June 07, 2010

Why are my days
Filling up with
Reminders of you

I am a woman
Who loves too much
And hates too soon

So why do I let you
Grab the best
And leave the worst
Take it
Or want nothing
At all

I stand before you
As a lover
A friend
A human
A girl
Who misunderstood

Believe me when I say
I don't regret a thing
I could have given you
Everything that was me
And still ended up
In this place
Of a forgotten face

Fell of the earth
When you let me
Out the door
Of that piece of
Crap you call a car

Fogive me if
My tone is bitter
And unsweented
Unlike the way I seemed
But you bestowed so much
And left me with nothing

Nothing of you
No hand of friendship
Just drunken calls
And acciedental misshaps
From your phone
I can't seem to forget
That number as much
As I've erased it

I try
But here in this
Place
Reminders of last
Summer seem like
Deja vu
Everything reminds me
Of you

Where's my time
Where's my brain
I know I shouldn't
Wallow or feel such
Despise against
You now
After all I knew
The rules of your
Game

Negotions spelt
Out so many times
Before
I try to take back
My self
But somehow
You linger in there

Why are my days
Filling up with
Reminders of you

I loved you
Much too soon
And can't hate
You fast enough
Can't hate you
For too long

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