It’s as if disappearing wouldn’t be such a bad thing…In the end I will be fine…I just have to live on and realize are the way they are…even the shitty ones…and maybe someday that will change. Some people are meant to stay in your life forever and some are only meant to make an appearance…I wish some of them would stay…I wish they wanted to stay…I wish they put more effort into something that could have been so easy…something so natural…at least to me. But this is life and I will have to accept it…I accept how you didn’t try to kiss me good-bye…How you didn’t say what this all meant…How you didn’t have the balls to say no when you knew how crazy I was for you…How you will never own up to what you really wanted…all you ever wanted. Good-bye…catch me if you can.