Holding it together
Hurts
More than the cut
In first grade
and in tenth
I want to unwind
Let my strings lose
Let my head roll around
The floor
And everyday seems like a battle
Letting light
Laughter
Joy come in
When all I do is dream
Of things that shouldn't
Ever come true
What is wrong with me
That I can't stay happy when
Things are going so well
When can break down
And let go